What more can I say… a gentle, genuine, loving guy..

I find it hard to believe he is not here.. I only knew him a few months before his death so I feel it’s selfish to say that.

I wish you talked to me more Matt – I know you were not happy but we could have looked at so many other options.

You were taken from us far too early… at 28yo, I was embarrassed to find out you were older than me.. you looked the same age as me, if not younger!

I wish I could hug you right now.. you should still be here……

I’ll never forget you babe… hope you don’t mind be thinking of you every now and then….

Love John xoxo